-RRRREALLY RRRREALLY Wrong Decision-

Sian lah, everyday was so sway recently, n 2dae is the worst in my tp life till now coz the combination for the 2 elective in dip in business is not wat i wan, seriously!

coz i have actually planned out my 1st 3 choice:
1st: Banking and Finance
2nd: Finance and tourism leisure business
3rd: Banking and tourism leisure business

but but ... sadly to say... it is not wat i expected...
1st choice: Banking and Finance - the teacher say last year the last student hu have enter this elective is 3.25! omg! how how, i onli got 3.13!

2nd: Finance and tourism leisure business: DON"T HAVE the combination
3rd: Banking and tourism leisure business: DON"T HAVE the combination

u knw how disheartened when i m when i see this n hear this during the briefing todae! omg, tat's so sad... heart feel so pain now!

Especally TP is not my desired sku since i cnn't get into accounting and finance, but this is the reason why i chose TP BSG instead of NYP ANF
1) Near (thanks sandra!)
2) Parent say tp better so i listen
3) Lazy to travel so far
4) Most of my friend are in TP
5) TP cert is better than NYP cert

but now but now! all this is wrong, i shld have choose NYP AnF course instead =/ Dam regretted and ytd i got this frenz hu r telling mi tat there is no 'what if' coz u cannot turn back the time alrdy...

Coz when i get into BSG tat time i was like thinkin of die die muz get in banking n finance but i was wrong! dam regretted tat i din do well in the 1st year than now than now, coz i now most likely have to do the elective tat i dun like =/

I WANT TO GO UNI! and now it seem tat my dream in 4 years time is getting further and further away, it's just like a bird which have fly out from a cage into the sky and slowly become smaller and smaller and finally it disappear in the cloud! =/

So dishearened now, but i can i do now?? Nothing, nothing, there is nothing i can do now, feel so disappointed with myself! so now i can onli just hope and pray!!