-Hate-

I hate people who say mi stupid! (whether it's directly or indirectly).................. it HURT mi a lot though the person dun knw n kpt on laughin at it........................ =/

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Thur, 24/07



Dam fed up with myself la, din attend hrm tutorial =/ went for socio consultation after tat... than than something 'good' again happen! wth! my leader J din come, he come in 2.15pm whereby my grp consultant left with onli 5 mins! he even bring a yakult in... than something good happen... J forget to bring laptop than wth... good good... than when the laptop finally came ot's 2.20pm, but our teacher veri good let us to go 1st, than J kpt on to the chair where i was squating on....... well he did his slide well =) m i m doing socialisation during the actual presentation... pls let the socio project to b over asap...cannot tahan liao... not my favourite subj after all.....



Jap listening test was well, a bit too fast... dun think will score well for it... than go jap lec jst to watch dvd, well jst for the sake of the attendance paper...



Fri, 25/07

Went to learn driving, but it's like shit, feel so warm while driving dun knw wat's wrong with mi .... but the person still give mi the chop which i dun think i deserve to have... well nvr mind... suppose to book TP test de, but dun have a good date, nvm mind book nxt time coz i oso think i m not prepared yet...............

went to sku for hrm... th rest of my grpmate done the self reflection which i 4get to do coz i thought they submitting on mon but they wan to submit on tat day, so happily go library lvl 4 do, spend 2 hr do than happi liao, go tansfer to heysiang laptop, but but but but but... wth! the file cannot be open.... dam fed up la, stupid sku computer system dunno got wat virus.... lousy tp computer, make my work go into the drain.... fed up la..... in the end, go do again at business lab.... have to spend another 2 hrs to redo the whole thing.... lucky this time it's done! stay in sku till 8.30pm

have dinner with kimmy, haoyou, meryl, sandra, yunnie opp sku b4 goin around lookin for kimmy durian, well her effort go into waste, coz all the durian shop alrdy close............... went home after tat and reach home at 10.30pm........

--->>> Tough Luck <<<---

Suppose to buy a concession pass de, than go interchange, was waiting for the person to serve mi, than the 2 customers take so long to serve, dam dulan lah, than wan to go sku 1st... than saw bus no 15 run away... wow, dunlan, go take mrt to tampines... thn the train, wow, ran away b4 i enter the fare gate... wtf... than go white sand lah, decided to study jap de but than think here think there, still shld go mbs lec... than take train to tampines... to buy concession 1st... than after tat i wan take 15 de, than it ran away again....... in the end take 21 there to safra to wait for either 8, 15, 23 than 23 take 10 mins to come ah ya, so sway lah. reach sku at 2.40pm for the lec...

Slack around at library after tat, b4 goin for mbs tutorial, glad tat the presentation is over... sian tml, jap test n socio consultation...

-Fed Up-

Sat 19/07

Went for this captain ball thing, well in the end lose to 2b10 dunno how mani to 2, but it's still a good game after all, have fun is the most impt thing, hahas! thanks zhining, wanyun, kimmy, sandra, meryl, xinli, heysiang n haoyou, slack around in the library playing viwawa after tat while waiting for yunjie to get her thing done, kana get addicted to it liao, sian...

Went opposite sku b4 goin home to do wat? project and of course viwawa, lol!

Sun 20/07

Slpt until 2 plus, the onli day i can zzz late, slack around at home doing project and play game...

Mon 21/07

Have this finance lesson, as expected lah, veri sian lah, teacher will take 2 hr to go through the lesson, get back finance result, quite happi with it a A coz it's a tricky paper... thought of skipping lec de, but than it rain so bobian jst go lah, than play psp on the lab b4 going for lec, sit with wentong n waileong and talk abt the scratch card thing, than wen tong wan to buy, but is it easi to win $60,000 meh coz onli got 2 out of 500,000 cards... hahas, thus din buy together with him, lol!

Went home after tat and rush hrm project coz my wonderful 'leader' wan mi to send her by wed...

J than msg at night suggesting tat we met for socio proj at 10.30am, therefore, no choice can onli do mbs proj after lunch, so sian, socio make mi sick...

Tue, 22/07

Something 'good' happen todae, dam it! got cut by the paper while packing up to met my socio grpmate at 10.30am de, sway lo, reached sku at 10.30am than saw haoyou, J msg n say he still at bedok inter at 10.40am, mi n hy was dam fed up la, he call M her hp not on... i call L n she say she will reach sku in 'TEN MINUTES' time...

in the end mi and hy waited n waited n waited outside the library... J came at 11.15pm late for 45 mins and than he say wan go eat! than okay lo, he go take away, than... haoyou frenz say he saw J eat at biz park, wth... than L came at 11.25am '45 MINUTES after i called her' her 10 min = 45 mins, wth... than again go eat! .... after tat we sit outside the library waiting for L to finish her food!

Went library to do proj nxt... well we suppose to met at 10.30am de but than we onli started doing at 12 NOON! suppose to met sandra for lunch at 1 de... well, M came at 12.20pm, than do do and do proj, was dam fed up meh, jst dun wan to say. . . sandra n mich than came find us ... than mi n hy say wan have lunch now than J say do la do la, we have no time, he is the one hu came late than blame us .... in the end onli go eat at 2pm at biz park with mich, sand, hy n yunnie, than start to do our mbs proj...

Was quite fast lah, at least my mbs people r all veri punctual not like that 3 person... dam it! if like tat i rather do mbs 1st... wasted my 1hr 30mins which i can do a lot of thing than to wait wait n wait... dam!

What a unlucky day i have! =/

4 thing to do in the morning but will i wake up on time
1 - Look through mbs proj...
2 - Edit Hrm report
3 - Do socio slide
4 - STUDY JAPANESE, omg! onli study a bit and exam is on thur =/

-Uncertain-

I dun knw wat my future will b like? can someone tell mi??

-Reaching My Limit-

I m findin stress all over my head nowaday, n my brain r like bursting out, ohh well, semester is comin to an end but i still feel tat i dun put in enough effort into it even though i have tried my veri best, there's a limit on myself n i knw i m reachin my limit now!

Sometime i really dun understand why my english is not as good as the rest, I feared english result the most in my entire life coz i knw i m not as good in it but i find tat i have always being veri lucky during the national exam - i have never failed english, something which i m proud off, everytime i escaped with a pass, a C for PSLE, a Grade 4 for N lvl and a C6 for O lvl... What i like the best is my science which i get from a D in PSLE all the way to A1 for O lvl...

Have i regretted chosin finance n bankin as my elective instead of hrm n finance, i really dunno! i chosed finance n bankin jst tat i wanted to score well for my gpa, hope can get a good class too jst like my current one nxt semester and not those from my year 1 classes...

M i able to endure my last 2 years in tp or i shld say 1 year 8 mths, i really dunno =/

-Can I help-

Well sometime i saw some of my elderly at my void deck hu r stayin at my block... n i was so sad seein them now, 10 years ago when i just move in tat time, these 2 elderly r walkin w/o much problem, n i saw them everytime at a void deck talkin with the other elderly n well todae in 2008, it's still the same, but something change, one of the elderly hu stay at the same level with mi, was walkin with a walkin stick, while another elderly r walkin veri slowly nowaday, and jst last wk, when i saw her comin out of the lift, she nearly fall! She talked to mi sometime n well, i dun exactly understand her language but i knw she's tryin to implies tat how old is my sister, where m i stayin now, my father r a veri kind person, etc, i tried to reply her as much as i could, but can i really help them in the state they r in now??

-Continue To Be Unlucky-

Went for VC phototakin last wk for the camp well, misfortune thing happen AGAIN! omg, so sway la, i dropped the sku flashlight n i dunno why lah, wanted to help repair the, than my leader say there's no separate component for the speedlight, omg so sway lah, hope he is able to find the part and glue it so as to make the flashlight back to normal again, omg! i m so sway...

Next is the driving thing, i find tat i m a si bei SLOW learner aka a failure ba, when talkin to my frenz hu learned driving too, n well we have the same number of lesson alrdy, 10, and she's toward the end of module 2, the u-turn part while i m still struck at the start of module 2, tat's why i cancel the lesson last fri, well, to think of my problem...

Studi for the japanese test for like 3 days, and well, the paper was okie lah except for some japanese language qns tat i dun understand, hope to get the script done by tml! I wanted an A for jap!

Next, for business finance, well, i slacked while studyin lah, suppose to wake up in the morning on fri to studi de, but i was sleepin and takin nap all the way until 6pm, bath and go out makan, than started to study seriously at 10pm, than in the end not much time to studi lah, the paper was veri tricky! dunno if i get the answer right a not, i wanted an A for finance too, i dunno why lah everything not goin my way now ever since the start of the year =/

Went to tm to watch movie after the finance paper with meryl, wanyun, zhinny, haoyou, derek, kimmy n hey siang, movie's nice! the hancock! derek left after tat n nxt went to Haagen Daz so as to treat the 'someone' ice cream, well she eat and drink a lot! lol! while i din eat or drink anithing, sad ritz?

Went walk walk after tat n bought dumbbell for myself, well i saw another shirt tat cost $41 tat attracted mi, ah ya, no $$ lah, sian... Went home after tat n so wanyun, zhinny, kimmy n the special one, heysiang went to blk 85 n eat, well shld have go with them for dinner de...

2dae, went to sentosa with my whole family for the 1st time in my 18years 10mths by car, walk walk around the attraction n the beach b4 goin to my sad place after tat, went home after tat to do homework...

But there's absolutely no time lah, suppose to watch erin brockrich again and take down every important area but but i onli watched less than half part of it! omg! tat's so slow! n the quiz is due nxt sun n i haven even started it, omg omg!

My onli achievement this wkend is to finish the hrm notes! wanted to spend more time on mbs access too, but no time no time lah! think i gonna fail the access test by scorin 1 out of 15, omg omg!

Hope this wk will b a better wk for mi, but do i have the time to do wat i wan??

Monday, lesson 11-5, japanese meeting after tat...
Tueday (suppose to b offday) f1 interview, hrm meeting, mbs meeting, socio lec until 7pm
Wednesday lesson 2-6pm, joggin after tat, but dunno whether mbs meetin shift to wed? if yes, no time again...
Thurday, lesson 10am-6pm
Friday, (suppose to b offday) driving lesson, uni talk from 1-4pm
Saturday, the captain ball thing?

OMG! how m i goin to survive???

-Mandy 19th Birthdae-

-Unlucky week-

Dun knw why my result r all unexpected de... 1st is MBS on wed next is sociology on thur, the feeling is so sickening meh! i dunno why it become like this lah, it DO hurt lah coz i put in a lot of effort in this 2 paper and the input dp npt equal to the output, first, let's talk about MBS, i am expecting an A for this subject the, but dunno why it end out bcome C+, omg, dunnp why like this, mayb coz my english suck lah, n todae, it's the worst, i m expecting a A if not a B for sociology too but but, it did not happen, it's way too far from it =/ being down lah coz of this la even though it onli take up 10% of the whole subj... totally UNEXPECTED! =/

todae is more worse! lah, dunno why i m in a stress la, din concentrate during driving, nearly got crash sia, lucky the instructor brake on time... or else, will hit the front car backside - private car, more worse if hit, dam sway lah!!!!!! than 4get to close the door properly, exceed speend limit, reaction too slow, bla bla bla, shit la, dunno why all this f***in thing happen, all at the wrong time la... dam sian!

Dam shit lah! everydae so unlucky! dun have the time to go temple oso! sian!

Shall start to run nxt wk! coz my cousin, danny say army have to carry 30kg worth of thing n run in the future... Pro ise to myself! =) n n i admire his driving meh! he drive like veri qin song sia, i admire his driving skill... can stop at 4th gear, while the sku wan, have to stop at 2nd gear, bend, 3rd gear, hump, 2nd gear, left turn, right turn, 2nd gear, etc...

-Mess-

I dunno why, my mind was really in a mess now, so sian, mayb coz of too mani sku work, apel and boe project finally was done, but it's gettin more n more serious for stuff like mbs, socio and jap! sad le, my hrm got a B+, ahya coz i dun like theory subj ba, not suitable for mi... n todae it's so sad when i see tat other ppl score well for humanities - A2 and B3, n i get a f***in C5, if onli i have get a B3, all this will change, but sadly it din turn out tat way =/

For mbs, well sometime my grp is struck in someplace, but i think we will manage to get it done nicely in the end, for socio, well we r still not sure wat to do bside applyin the concept onto the movie - erin brockvich, but true, as time passes by, i think it shld not b a problem, for jap, well the idea was done, it's a birthdae chat at a restaurant, hope will score well since it take up 30% of the whole subj...

But for now, sadly, i dunno wat to do next =/ if onli time can go BACKWARD... than i can change the history...

-Wen Wen 21th birthdae celebration-

First of all, happi early birthdae to tian wen aka wen wen, went for his birthdae chalet on sunday, 29/06, at aloha bungalow 10 same as the one i visited durin my sec sku class gathering, reached there at 4 plus than saw all my cousin from my father side, well, long time din c le, especally someone xin yi, than chat chat chat with them, than this yin jie started talkin abt why tp is so GOOD!well, cnn't stand her la, want join this wan join tat, i m completely opposite frm her, wun stay in sku for nothing! hahas

Have buffet at 6 plus and some BBQ chicken, most of tian wen sec sku, ite n poly frenz came, food was nice but a bit spicy coz i dun really eat spicy food ba... after tat chat with junwen, tian wen frenz, n wow, he so fast move home le to hougang, than watch tv, bla bla bla, n it's cake time! n wow, the cake was so big sia, n the most important thing is it's nice =) it's the 1st time i dun have to eat creamy cake oso which i bought from the bakery shop, yeah! More cake than cream this time!

Thanks tian wen for making my day so fun! hehexxx!

A EARLY HAPPI 21th birhtday, well it's only 2 more days to go! N he'll b formally 21!

Paiseh, picture will b upload asap =)