-Future?-

Well have been thinkin of wat i shld do if i don't get to uni which is a high possibility, now business course is all out for mi, i jst dunno wat to do? seem sad but wat can i doooo? wat's done cannot b done, the onli thing is i have tried all my best in all the 4 main paper but the result is way below wat i wanted =( i did something embarrassing in front of my parents on wed after i saw my result and when my mum see my detailed result for the whole 4 sesmester on thur, i jst sit there and do nothing, wat can i do???

this thing have been on my mind for 2 yrs alrdy, wth did i choose tp?? why did i not choose the course tat i desire? why m i been given a english speaking class durin my first year? why m i so slack during my 1st yr? is it bcoz of the english speaking class i m in or other factor? why is it onli in the 2nd year that i get to know more chinese speaking frenz and not the 1st year?


i admit i m suffering now in tp, but for my family sake, wat can i do?

-Imperfect-

These few day shld the worst of 2009 for mi, ever since 7pm on wed i was emoin all the way even though i have received tat msg while i was having my lunch at 2pm... i dunno how to describe, it's jst jst... too sad to say... it's not worth given the effort i have put into it...

Now i wonder where my future lie... my dream jst seem to bcome bubble tat slowly and slowly disappear into the sky...

Will all these change?? i wonder...

-Serious-

Shall get serious nxt wk =)