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-Mistake- A mistake can b a fatal wound =(
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-Fate- Is everything that i do r fated to b the way it is?? i really wonder sometime... Why m i thinking of stuff that is not realistic? Why m i taking so long to think? Why m i still regretting my poly choice? I knw banking and finance is not my cup of tea, but since i have alrdy make a wrong choice when chosing the course, it is always normal to continue making other choice wrong since the major choice is alrdy a mistake... Why m i still sad abt my result even though it is one mth ago??? Okie, expectation seem high at the start, i aimed for all A, as i knw even if i cnn't touch the star, i can still touch the cloud... the onli result tat i m happi abt is international finance, the onli A this sesmester, this is oso the onli subj tat i skipped almost half it lec... Personal financial planning, okie, i actually aimed for an B+ after the exam but it come out as a C+, totally unexpected, worst subj of the sem... Consumer Banking, major error, get a B, well, mayb i make a wrong choice, went to eat at sakura when my uncle strike 4d, i wonder, wth did he go strike 4d the previous wk, whereby i shld'nt go... i remember C***** the night b4 the exam coz it is too difficult to remember... Fundmental of Investment, the word, 'Fundmental' show... get a B+, have been getting an A all the way for exam, proj and coursework, final exam is completely a mistake, ok, i admit i skip one lec jst to studi for comm skill exam coz i ranked it higher than the rest of the subj but but this is a fatal mistake, the topic is hedging and i did not went, in the end, well, make a error for my exam by writing the wrong stuff which result in a loss of 5-10 marks, there goes my A... Last is communication skill 2, put in the most effort into it, well result show, B is not good enough even though B seem nice in transcript... Somemore tp eaten away my $48.30/- and giving mi back a negative reply... Okie, sku starting in 2 wk time, will b taking business calculus jst for the purpose of pulling out my gpa... But i do not reach sku to start at all... can i turn back the clock back to the past???
21:31
-Choice- When will i b able to make the right choice, every choice tat i chose does not seem to turn out the right way i wan =(
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Monday, April 6, 2009
-Holiday- it is coming to a standstill in 2 wk time, which mean i m going back to hell soon =( =( =( =( =( =(
17:55
Friday, April 3, 2009
-Holiday- Sad tat this holiday is coming to a close, dun wan go back to tp studi, but but wat can i do??? been living with regret for 2 years alrdy, well, jst let it b for one more year... well, i finally learn one thing "wrong decision may destroy your dream" Can i live my life all over again starting from 9th feb 2007? Holiday have been quite relaxing, ever since i last touched a book more than 1 mth ago... been working as a relief teacher and carelefare =D, playing pet society, psp, watching tv, analysis soccer match, day dreaming on some stuff tat WILL not happen... emoing over my POOR result even though it is 3 wk ago as i c tat all the effort i put in this sesmester went into the drain... and etc... 2 more wk to go and it is gone! Next holi, SIP, well, jst let it b, it's jst a process tat i have to endure since i have make a wrong choice in choosing the course tat i m in now... than off i go to army after 1 more sesmester, yea! no more tp =D
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