Tuesday, April 7, 2009

-Fate-

Is everything that i do r fated to b the way it is?? i really wonder sometime...

Why m i thinking of stuff that is not realistic?

Why m i taking so long to think?

Why m i still regretting my poly choice?
I knw banking and finance is not my cup of tea, but since i have alrdy make a wrong choice when chosing the course, it is always normal to continue making other choice wrong since the major choice is alrdy a mistake...

Why m i still sad abt my result even though it is one mth ago???
Okie, expectation seem high at the start, i aimed for all A, as i knw even if i cnn't touch the star, i can still touch the cloud... the onli result tat i m happi abt is international finance, the onli A this sesmester, this is oso the onli subj tat i skipped almost half it lec...
Personal financial planning, okie, i actually aimed for an B+ after the exam but it come out as a C+, totally unexpected, worst subj of the sem...
Consumer Banking, major error, get a B, well, mayb i make a wrong choice, went to eat at sakura when my uncle strike 4d, i wonder, wth did he go strike 4d the previous wk, whereby i shld'nt go... i remember C***** the night b4 the exam coz it is too difficult to remember...
Fundmental of Investment, the word, 'Fundmental' show... get a B+, have been getting an A all the way for exam, proj and coursework, final exam is completely a mistake, ok, i admit i skip one lec jst to studi for comm skill exam coz i ranked it higher than the rest of the subj but but this is a fatal mistake, the topic is hedging and i did not went, in the end, well, make a error for my exam by writing the wrong stuff which result in a loss of 5-10 marks, there goes my A...
Last is communication skill 2, put in the most effort into it, well result show, B is not good enough even though B seem nice in transcript...

Somemore tp eaten away my $48.30/- and giving mi back a negative reply...

Okie, sku starting in 2 wk time, will b taking business calculus jst for the purpose of pulling out my gpa...

But i do not reach sku to start at all... can i turn back the clock back to the past???

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